Category: Personal
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Homesick for Oklahoma – Who’da Thunk It?
Man, over a month since the last entry! It hasn’t been entirely my fault, though – the server wasn’t making my home directory available for upload the last two weeks or so. There’s been a bunch to write about, but now at this time of the morning, I probably won’t remember most of it. The…
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Goodbyes
There’s something very difficult about saying goodbye. I’ve always been terrible at it, and I always put it off as long as absolutely possible. At some point, you just can’t avoid it any longer, though. I just wish I didn’t get so emotional about it. I end up crying every year, it seems, and this…
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Finals Are Done, But Now…
Well, I just finished the last final of my undergraduate career. I wouldn’t say it went terrific, but I’m pretty sure I didn’t bomb it. Surprisingly, I think I may pull an A in there (Science and Civilization in Islam). Now all I have to do is finish my thesis. The good news is, my…
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Bad Things All Around
Kind of an odd time to be writing a diary entry, but then again, this is me, after all. It just occurred to me as I was getting ready for bed that I never gave you, my faithful reading public, an update on the events of the last two entries. After waiting on pins and…
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What’s Wrong with Me?
My Software Engineering team has completely frozen me out of our final project. They do not want me to work on part of our acceptance presentation. I fucked up pretty bad during our implementation phase; I procrastinated so long and frustrated them so badly that they ended up doing my portion for me. They have…
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Am I Gonna Graduate?
Wow! I didn’t realize I hadn’t written in almost a month! I’m really getting lazy. Well, I finally told her (if you’re not following whom I’m speaking of, read below). I wasn’t going to, but it’s started keeping me up nights (as if I need another reason). She’s probably going to end up reading this…
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The Best Little Delegation in Texas
I almost feel bad writing about my problems sometimes, especially when they’re so insignificant compared to what other people I know and love are dealing with. That being said, I will do it anyway. First some good news, though. The TRHA 2000 conference went really well. We won Best Roll Call and Best Small Delegation.…
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Back from No-Frills
Well, my love pangs are subsiding these days, somewhat. I’m still kind of sad about the unavailability of my beloved, but I’m getting over it. Besides, I’ve gotten to know a couple other girls in whom I’m interested. One in particular really intrigues me, but once again, I’m not sure she’s available. It would be…
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A Love Poem
This is starting to border on ridiculous, but I’m doing it anyway. After all, it’s my diary, isn’t it? I’ve written a poem. She probably won’t ever read it, but if she does, she’ll know it’s for her. I don’t think I can tell her; at least, not now. Maybe someday…
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What Do I Do?
I started having really bad back spasms again last night, for the first time since November. For once, Monday can’t come soon enough, so that I can make an appointment for PT! Man, I hope I feel better soon! I was looking back at Tuesday’s entry (just below), and I realized something. I said I…